I’m So Tired

I’m tired of no one being that surprised when the find out what happened, even those who I haven’t talked to in a long time. 
 I’m tired of the words “he never was good enough for you anyway.” Why didn’t someone say this the first time they thought it….or did they and I didn’t want to hear it? 

I’m tired of people saying, “no one else could be you, so what the hell is he thinking?” I don’t know what he’s thinking and right now I couldn’t care less. Obviously he isn’t using any kind of sound reasoning or judgment. 

I get so frustrated sometimes. I’m tired of having all the responsibility while he has none. 

I’m tired of being here in this town, I want to go home. 

 I’m tired of him calling me just to “talk” about what’s going on in his life. He doesn’t deserve my opinions and answers to questions anymore. 

 I’m just so damn tired….

I have a feeling that the tides in my life are changing. I’m going with the flow (mostly), but I don’t know if I’m ready for it. I just want peace and quiet; time with my daughters and son. 

He needs to remember: You reap what you sow.

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