I saved this to my google photos account last year, on Thanksgiving 2016. I'm not that tender hearted, forgiving woman-child anymore. And, depending on the day, that's both an amazing wonder and a horrid nightmare. I don't miss much about she who I used to be other than her innate belief that people will make [...]
It's the broken habits that make this separation and final end so difficult. It's the mundane, humdrum of every day life with your significant other that you miss the most after a break up or divorce. At least that's how its been for me. It's the little things that happened between us throughout the day [...]
This is what letting go means to me. 1. Letting go means I trust you to make decisions for you. And I'll make decisions for me. It means I know what a wonderful person I am and I know what I deserve so I won't settle. It also means I won't accept less than what [...]
Yesterday was a good day. Today, not so much. Yesterday, I accepted that things didn't work out between us. Yesterday, I accepted that it was time for me to stop fighting for someone who doesn't want to be fought for and to get on with life. Yesterday, I felt okay. Today, my brain wonders where [...]
These just about broke my heart all over again.
I started this blog as a way for me to let some of my terrible, no good feelings out (somewhat) anonymously. Without it, I wouldn't be telling my husband every single thought in my head I never expected anyone to read it notice it. But there are a few of you that are reading [...]