Your soul mate balances you. Years ago, during some of my darkest times, I read a quote that stuck with me. It stuck with me because it hearkened back to something my mother told me when I was a small girl. The man who gives you butterflies and makes your heart beat faster isn't the [...]
Instead of finding the joy in the present, instead of experiencing the joy in isolation & the comfort of my own presence, I've pushed myself until I'm at my breaking point.
Yesterday was a good day. Today, not so much. Yesterday, I accepted that things didn't work out between us. Yesterday, I accepted that it was time for me to stop fighting for someone who doesn't want to be fought for and to get on with life. Yesterday, I felt okay. Today, my brain wonders where [...]
I apologize to those of you who have had to put up with my startling emotional changes in the past couple of months. The stages of grief are a very real thing and right now I'm at the acceptance part, but that could change at any time. Seriously. I keep cycling between denial and [...]
I haven't been the greatest father the past couple of months, but I've done everything in my power to be the best parent possible. Today was a trigger for me. I had dreams about my husband all night. Every time I awoke and went back to sleep I had another dream about him. It's not [...]
Most people just want effort, yeah? They want someone who's willing to do what it takes. Inaction is an action. Indecision is a decision Both show a pretty big lack of care and effort. Remember ladies and gents, if he/she cared and wanted to be with you, he/she would do whatever it took.. Stop [...]
How do you know if you're staying because of love and dedication or misplaced loyalty and desperation? Sometimes you don't. I've been working on myself and letting him fly. Yet I get odd looks when people ask me about our relationship. Everyone seems to think I've gone crazy for waiting as long as I [...]