It's a "changes are a'comin'" type day and I'm not the best at implementing change even when it's sorely needed. Nor am I good at talking about it because that involves intimacy & vulnerability both of which scare the shit out of me. Big time. There are few people to whom I talk with about my "real, [...]
I watched a movie Sunday that said pretty much the same thing. It was called “He’s Just Not That Into You.” In the past I felt that if I loved someone deeply, with every fiber of my being, they would automatically love me back. Why wouldn’t they? Why couldn’t I love enough for both of [...]
Your soul mate balances you. Years ago, during some of my darkest times, I read a quote that stuck with me. It stuck with me because it hearkened back to something my mother told me when I was a small girl. The man who gives you butterflies and makes your heart beat faster isn't the [...]
Instead of finding the joy in the present, instead of experiencing the joy in isolation & the comfort of my own presence, I've pushed myself until I'm at my breaking point.
Change (verb): To make or become different Change (noun): The act or instance of making or becoming different. People often use the phrase "Fake it till You Make it" when talking about overcoming heartbreak. While I understand the concept, I've never really been one to fake anything. I never saw a point to pretending. I always dealt with [...]
It's the broken habits that make this separation and final end so difficult. It's the mundane, humdrum of every day life with your significant other that you miss the most after a break up or divorce. At least that's how its been for me. It's the little things that happened between us throughout the day [...]
This is what letting go means to me. 1. Letting go means I trust you to make decisions for you. And I'll make decisions for me. It means I know what a wonderful person I am and I know what I deserve so I won't settle. It also means I won't accept less than what [...]