Every Day Is A Challenge

Yesterday was a good day. Today, not so much. Yesterday, I accepted that things didn't work out between us. Yesterday, I accepted that it was time for me to stop fighting for someone who doesn't want to be fought for and to get on with life. Yesterday, I felt okay. Today, my brain wonders where [...]


Happy Father’s Day To Me

I haven't been the greatest father the past couple of months, but I've done everything in my power to be the best parent possible. Today was a trigger for me. I had dreams about my husband all night. Every time I awoke and went back to sleep I had another dream about him. It's not [...]

The Backburner

My heart hurts. My soul is lonely. I feel as though I am being torn in half. I want to go back home to my family and lick my wounds. But, if I do that, wouldn't I then be just as selfish as he is? I would be uprooting my children from all that they [...]