I watched a movie Sunday that said pretty much the same thing. It was called “He’s Just Not That Into You.” In the past I felt that if I loved someone deeply, with every fiber of my being, they would automatically love me back. Why wouldn’t they? Why couldn’t I love enough for both of [...]
Instead of finding the joy in the present, instead of experiencing the joy in isolation & the comfort of my own presence, I've pushed myself until I'm at my breaking point.
Change (verb): To make or become different Change (noun): The act or instance of making or becoming different. People often use the phrase "Fake it till You Make it" when talking about overcoming heartbreak. While I understand the concept, I've never really been one to fake anything. I never saw a point to pretending. I always dealt with [...]
This is what letting go means to me. 1. Letting go means I trust you to make decisions for you. And I'll make decisions for me. It means I know what a wonderful person I am and I know what I deserve so I won't settle. It also means I won't accept less than what [...]
I apologize to those of you who have had to put up with my startling emotional changes in the past couple of months. The stages of grief are a very real thing and right now I'm at the acceptance part, but that could change at any time. Seriously. I keep cycling between denial and [...]
I told him I couldn't do this anymore. His whispered "okay" let me know my choice was right. He didn't even fight for me, for us And I've been waiting, holding on, loving him For 378 lonely days and tear filled nights since he left He didn't fight for me. That's all I wanted. For [...]